Thursday, January 16, 2003 at 10:47 PM ♥ Sarahdee ♥
culdnt slp last nite..till abt 4 plus 5 am i was still awake in bed..
i was tear-ing. my eyes were wet. tears streamed dwn my cheeks.
my pillow was soaked. i was hugging e pillow i was suppose to gif him.
i culdnt take it anymore. decided to msg him. sadly, all he said was "goot nite".
he din bother abt me. he din care. he din say he misses me anymore.
i'm really sad. wad can i do? wad can i say?
it's not within my control.
i cant control my feelings. i cant control my tears. i cant control my mind.
i long for ur hug..i long for ur kiss.
i wan u to cuddle me, i wan to be close to u.
i nid ur smile, i nid ur voice.
i'm going crazy without all these.
boy, can u tell me wadz wrong?
y aint u msg-ing me?
i dun even noe whether r we still tgt..
cuz u haven been contacting me for a long long time.
in my past..
urrgH!!!! juz now i typed a whole lot of stuff & a...urrgh! guess wad!? e "whoever" guy thinks i lk him...
went out with christina & janice today..went lido ...
baby dun go~ dun go~ how can i wk up trmr? i feel ...
as usual...i juz bathed..am feeling really really ...
hmmz..gonna slp soon..sending a file to my fren..s...
juz bathed..learnt frm asiah tat e OG outing is on...
slept at 3 plus am last nite..wk up at 10am tis mo...
juz got hme..ate prata at river valley..hmmz..went...
hmmz..having a bad mood now..feeling kinda irritat...
