Saturday, December 13, 2003 at 11:12 AM ♥ Sarahdee ♥
hate cramps.
in pain.
upset.
aLonE.
wOndeR by doing tis,
will i scar our r/s?
but i wan things to get better,
such as bringing us even closer.
RISK.
sigh.
juz hope that i made the right choice.
cuz i never wanna lose u in the 1st place.
i close my eyes and pray,
that everything will be fine soon.
but definitely,
both of us will need to put in alot of effort.
To make things work again.
i need to feel secure,
i really really need to.
i dunno wad im scared abt,
but im simply scared.
i din feel insecure in the past,
& i have no idea y im feeling tis way now.
gosh.
am i making life difficult for u??
pls dun say "yes",
cuz tis is the LAST thing i wanna do.
but if im that demanding,
let me noe.
& i will see wad i can do abt it.
sigh.
hope that everything will be fine.
very very fine.
i do love you. very much.
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