Monday, December 15, 2003 at 12:02 PM ♥ Sarahdee ♥

thanx to all who have showed their care and concern in one way or another..really appreciate that..thanx again..=)

after 3 days of depression ( felt lk DONKEY YEARS! ), almost everything is back to normal again..had finally sorted out almost everything last afterNoooN..it's now the "working things out" time...hope that things will get better and yeah..

met up with darling for lunch after all the talkings..den it was pouring lk mad and i din have my sweater with me..so decided not to watch..but after realising that he's got a real huge craving to catch a movie, we went over to P.s to watch "Brother Bear"..kiddy show but with hidden meanings..kinda nice..the bear is cute!!! giggLEz..esp. the little beaR..=)

oh yah! before that i saw my pri sch fren while waiting to get in to the cinema..he was with his gf! haha..den when i saw him, i smiled..kinda wide smile..cuz very long neh see him already ma...haha..den his gf diao-ed me loh! damn stern looking pair of eyes..oh gosh..so ah-lian..i nearly DIE-ED! haha...shez not v pretty though..tsk tsk...-eviL- but i mean i simply smiled at ya bf only wad..courtesy canz? haha...and tis guy last time like me wan! haha...gave me b4 a bouquet of those fake flowers....haha...and he bought me a forever friends bear toO! for my bday...haha...how sweeeT? haah...nice guy thougH...=)


after that everything felt normal again...and i really love the kind of feeling..so comfy and all...no awkwardnes...unlike when i first met him for lunch..both of us din talk..he din even hold my hands or anything..dunno y? was really sad at that point of time..cuz i thot everything was sorted out already and the thing i needed most was his comforting hands..guessed after he felt more comfy with me already den he held my hands..and at that moment, my heart skipped a beat..as though we were on our very first date...the feeling was nice..and im loving it.

went TAngs to look for watches...but no nice ones...how sad..tsk tsk..had dinner over at Scotts b4 that..had mixed beef soup with rice..not so yummy..maybe too long neh eat alreadY...hez got craving for roti-prata..haha..so went over to river valley for suppER...nice nice...the cheese was kinda salty though..but sticky..i lOVE!

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