haven been busy with work this week. finally, am off today. & tmr. been contemplating if i shld go back ritz for full time. hmm. we'll see how. and i missed SQ interview last weekend. well. i guess i wont be flying anytime sooner.


the past two days were terrible. cried my eyes out & went to work with puffy eyes. had a serious quarrel with baby & it was really horrible. i guess the both of us were not in our best moods. plus miscommunication. it was hell. when we met up yesterday, i still felt like shit. he came and surprised me at work. headed to lavender for dinner. den went over to his place for a while. all of a sudden, i felt really upset & hurt. so i said i wanna go home. in the car, i started pouting. and when he kissed me, i cried like fuck. i am pretty sure we cant settle problems over the phone cuz the possibility of miscommunication is high! we have to see each other & talk things out. there wont be a next time. i hope.