issit that maintaining a relationship is similar to the way one controls the string of a "kite"?
am i holding on too tightly?
will the "string" snap?
i cannot seem to control the "kite" the right way i shld do it..
whenever i pull the "string" tighter, the "kite" gets stuck and cant "fLy" properly..
but when i try to let it loose..i'm so afraid that it might juz "fly" away and i will never get to see "it" again..
can somebody teach me the right way??

i dun wanna strain our relationship..
i dun wanna make u feel like u're compromising the whole time..
i nid to noe how u're feeling..
i nid u to lead me on certain things as well..
it takes two hands to clap..
it is not easy to stay strong tgt..
many doubts and questions will arise as time goes by..
and it is up to both of us..on how we wan things to turn out..

please object, if u tink that im not right..
please say sth, if u dun feel right..
all i nid is you to tell me how u feel..
and tgt, we will see how we can improve on that..
it is never toO late to noe our mistake..
it will be wonderfuL if tis mistake is changed to PErfectiON..

i love u and i respect the different perceptions from yoOOu..

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