Tuesday, December 16, 2003 at 11:04 PM ♥ Sarahdee ♥

oh well..im back from a long day out..not THAT long actually..but bumped into a few frenz...

1) Klearcut Stylist: William
2) Irene
3) YvonNE & bf
4) SaRaH

yuPPie..nice seeing em..smiLez.."Love aCtually" is quite a nice show..kinda romantic at some parts..but overaLL..not as touching as i expected..watched with darling, aLVin & Xue-eR..but we sat diff rows cuz we bought the tix at diff times..

oh yah! this month's CLEO cover-girl is Gidania's fren! Natasha!! haha..i recognised her from far!! haha...pretty pretty! =) giggLEz..im not that blur afteraLL...

after that xue-er left for her granny's hse..and the 3 of us continued to walk ard loh...den quite some time later, went to WheelocK's coffebean to ChiLL...love to chiLL aloT..

sigh..im being really so paranoid nowadayz..hate myself for being so irritating..irritating HIM to accompany me the whole time..i noe tis is not possible..but i dunno y im lidat NOW..in the past, i wasnt lk that to HIM...until now..tis is really bad..and my "oh-so-terrible" mood is coming BAQ! i can FEEL IT RUSHING BACK TO ME..and tis is the last thing i wan it to happen to me now..i cannot afford to lose any patience or temper unnecessarily cuz i dun wan it to affect our r/s as our r/s is now VERY VERY FRAGILE...it MUZ be handled with great caRE..sigH..im trying very very hard to contrOL..for those who know me really well..once taT DEVIL temper is BAQ, it will be disaster...i seem to be graduaLLy losing the "oh-so-goot" temper already...and i seem to be back to my OLD OLD SELF..the girl who had ZERO patience plus a hoRRIBLE temPER...I DONT WAN THAT TO HAPPEN!!! HELP!!!!

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