okay. received my final semester exams results yesterday afternoon. i was in the mist of discussing the bali trip with baby, sam and all. den when i read the sms, my mood changed for the worst. urrgh. damn angry. i got C+ for ht semi & CPM, A for Calculus. the rest PASS. fuck la. i am so not happy with the results. URRGH. wadever.


my life is kinda screwed now. i will not get into a local Uni with such grades. and my mum says she cant afford to enrol me in a private Uni. i was thinking of bank loan. on top of all these shit, i missed SQ interview last feb. i know i have been going on and on abt SQ interview. excuse me but just let me repeat myself again and again can? anyway, jasmine, my jie mei, she got in. if i know she's going for the interview, i would have tag along for fun. but well. nevermind, im happy for her. =) i just feel that i lost my aim in life. my plans went haywire. and i guess, the bali trip is much needed.


i dunno wad to do now. maybe, just fuck it and get a full time job. sigh. im just not happy anymore.