Thursday, August 17, 2006 at 10:47 AM ♥ Sarahdee ♥
im letting you go..
i know it's gonna be painful.
but wad else can i do?
you yearn freedom so much.
no matter how much i give to u,
it's never enuff.
wad can i do to make u love me?
wad can i do to make u care?
wad can i say to make u want me?
you taught me how to love.
and i show u wad love is.
i gave in all i could,
till a point where i lost myself.
i tried my best to keep u happy,
when u had a bad day at work.
i dropped u little msges,
when i know u needed them.
i smile when i see u.
it's becuz deep down in my heart,
i know you're the one.
i love you baby,
that's wad i always say.
it's nice to know
whenever i pout my lips,
u would be there to kiss me.
but not anymore.
did u ever love me?
or am i just an extrordinary close fren?
conversations were all abt you and yourself.
u dun rem abt the things i said.
unlike me..i love you.
i rem every word u said.
i rem wad ur goals are.
i rem wad songs u like.
i rem when are ur off days,
so that i can plan my time, and
spent it with you.
i rem songs that remind me of you.
i rem the places u want to go.
i rem the movies u want to watch.
i rem the promises that we made,
nothing fancy or WOW!
just a picnic by the beach.
is it all so hard to fulfill?
the times when u stood me up.
i just tell myself..you're tired frm work.
the times when u dun try
to see things from my point,
i told myself,
hey! learn to accept diff views.
the times when u din understand me,
i'd think if i was too demanding.
but i guess, the prob lies with fate.
baby..i will always love you.
but maybe, we're just not meant to be.
thank u for the happy times.
they will stay in my heart forever,
and so will you.
you'll never ever get to read this.
cuz u dun even bother abt me, having a blog.
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