Thursday, November 30, 2006 at 3:19 PM ♥ Sarahdee ♥
since baby got back from jakarta.
i thot his chest pain prob has recovered by it's own.
but dunno why, he decided to head down raffles for full body check up.
the result: his right lung collapsed by 20%
doc said a miracle that he survived the flight back.
becuz he could die any time.
due to sudden change of air pressure.
it was scary.
he did 2 x-rays.
he was scared.
i was worried.
and we are still am.
cuz he is under observation.
for one week.
if the lung cont to shrink,
he will need a op.
to insert a tube in the lung.
and draw out the air bubbles compressing the lung.
every time when he closes his eyes to sleep
i will be so worried.
im so scared that he will get chest pain any time.
or worst.
i dun dare to imagine.
just wanna be by his side. 24/7.
but i cant do that.
back to work today.
every min, im just thinking if he's okay.
im on standby to take urgent leave any time.
and im falling sick too.
flu, sore throat, fever, cough.
so sick. need to see a doc later.
plus, xin xin's wedding on sat.
need to rch her hse by 4am.
OMG. i wanna be well.
not all so sickly and tired. =(
poor baby. review on monday again.
if it's not improving. he will get admitted immediately.
doc told him within this one week observation.
any time he gets chest tightness,
got to get admitted immediately.
so scary.
sigh.
but for the past two days.
condition improved slightly.
cuz he STOPPED SMOKING!
every now and then,
he steal a few puffs.
it's not easy for him to quit.
so i need to be supportive.
im quitting.
when im with him, i try not to smoke.
no choice.
who ask me to love him?
hopefully, monday's results will show further improvement.
*prays*
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