im having a very very bad day at work.
extremely bad.
totally affected.
no appetite to eat even.
i had only mashed potato frm KFC.
Smoked my lungs out.
why must they give us a hard time.

no appetite good.
can take this chance to go on diet.

i cant complain too much abt the shit i am going thru.
cuz i dun wanna get into shit trouble.
but im just so pissed. irritated.
and i just wanna hide in a corner and cry.

encouragement from my colleagues.
makes me a lit' more positive.
luckily im on leave tmr.
i need to get away frm all these shit.

it's disgusting. and killing me.
all the fucking nonsense and demands.

all of a sudden. i miss RCMS.
i miss internship times.
i miss the big family.
the friendly colleagues.
the lovely guests, though some may be nasty.
i miss meeting baby after work, at the locker.
i miss bumping into the baby, at the lift, the lobby, or at the club.
i miss calling greenhouse, and he picks up the phone.
i miss pushing the trolley to the kitchen, and he smiles at me.
thinking back, it brings a smile.

i miss school too.
and the friends.
and im just so emo now.
fuck.

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