Friday, September 12, 2008 at 1:38 AM ♥ Sarahdee ♥

Just so random.

i don't feel happy.
i feel very upset.
since last night.
there's no one in particular.
nothing in particular.
i am just feeling very sad and depressed.
and even angry at times.
issit the constant popping of pills that's causing this?
or issit the late nights, and the load of assignments?
i don't know.

all i have are these questions in mind.
"Do i have any regrets on the decisions that I have made thus far in my life?"
"Will i be making any decisions for my future, that i may regret?"
"Even if i feel it is the right decision now, may not be the right decision in the future. How?"

sigh. i feel envy. i feel jealous. of others.
do others feel jealous, and envious of me too?
loosely translated.."you see me good, i see you good."

in my past..

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